Saturday, June 24, 2006
Now Playing: Savage Garden - Truly, Madly, Deeply
Date: Saturday June 24, 2006
''I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.''
''I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.''
''I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..''
Yar, what i need to do now is to relax. After monday, my dad is controlling me. Damn i hate it. Y must he do like this? I heard what he told my mom yesterday night, he said maybe he'll get me a spec. OMG. Im very very ugly withit. T.T
''I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a new beginning.''
''A reason for living. A deeper meaning. Yeah..''
That means, starting from monday, my new life is going to begin. Haihz. No matter how, I will try be strong and faithful. Dad forced me to, i know its 4 my own good. I love him so much actually. I've never say that to him before, im too shy to.. Today is the 2nd last day 4 me, i followed my mom to buy present 4 kids. Uncle Chew's (U6BC club manager) yougest daughter's birthday. Itz tonight. Im not going. Coz i wanna enjoy the 2nd last day of mine, at home.
Im so useless. Even this small lil book can changed my life. Im so weak. sigh.
''I wanna stand with you on a mountain,''
''I wanna bathe with you in the sea.''
''I wanna lay like this forever,''
''Until the sky falls down on me...''
Im lovin the old life, but i think the new life is err. better.
Day started at 7.00am. Bball. Yea. ^^ kinda syok lar 2day, play with 2 china guy. 1 muscular wan, 1 And-1 style 1. Haha.. Nice weather leh 2day. Sun onli came out for 15 minutes. After bball, breakfast at mamak with Hy, Chew and Daryl. And i finally cleared the amount that i owed Chew. haha.. Reached home at 11.35am. Mom is ready 2 get dear uncle chew's (not 3C's Chew ya =,='') daughter present. After everything, me, mom n sis went 2 subang parade.
''And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,''
''I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..''
Yn went back to Banting, to buy something. so worry bout her. Duno y. =/
smsed her, she's standing in the bus. I'll talk 2 her to night.
Thinking of her for a kinda long moment, when im on my way to s.parade. I miss you so much, yn <3>
''The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.''
Im not Tomato, im jz Mayonnaise. She's not chillie, she's Wasabi ^^
''That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..''
''The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..''
Whole brain was surrounded by her. Even im in de middle of shopping, (just following mom walking around) at S.parade. She bought a musicbox, quite girlish. Wrapped nicely there. Haha. Jz 4 uncle chew's daughter. Shop shop shop. I didnt buy anything there, no mood. Mom and sis so semagat leh.. .. bought so many high hills leh. LOL. haha.. After that, Mom went to Carrefour. She wanted to buy some kitchen stuff. Before that, we took our lunch at Mcdonald. ^^
''I wanna stand with you on a mountain,''
''I wanna bathe with you in the sea.''
''I wanna lay like this forever,''
''Until the sky falls down on me...''
I buy nothing again, except mentos. hahaha.. Mom bought half trolley of kitchen stuff. Keke. And the total amount she need to pay is Rm88.00. nice number huh. LOL. Mom know that im moody, so she bought me a bar if kit-kay. LAWWWWL. haha so kind la her. i love her so much too, never tell her before, too. xD
My sweetheart. Hahaha xD
''Oh can you see it baby?''
''You don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's standing right before you.''
''All that you need will surely come...''
Reached home at 5.30pm. Waiting 4 dinner. sis went to Party alone. Left me n parents at home. on9. And u know what, Gary Cao Ge's Superwoman is very very sweet lar. reali. I listen to that song again and again. Im weird, ya im so werid. Haha..
The right 1 is CaoGe, The left 1 is 'Ma yi'. you guys know who's that girl right?
LOL. So lucky lar Cao Ge. haha..! That's his Superwoman! =P
LAWWWWWL. so blurrr de. Nvm. This song is nice. Try it.
''I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.''
''I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.''
''I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..''
After dinner, I went to padang and watch ppl playing bball. Accompanied by Dad n Mom. xD xD I took a deeeeeep breath truly madly deepply. LOLOL. i felt so sour, so i ate lotsaa mentos. My life is getting bitter, later. but i'll bring the sweet along, my sweetheart, mentos ^^ Sometimes life needs some challenges. And i think Wasabi is spicy enough to challenge me. Haha..
''I wanna stand with you on a mountain,''
''I wanna bathe with you in the sea.''
''I wanna lay like this forever,''
''Until the sky falls down on me...''
''I wanna stand with you on a mountain,''
''I wanna bathe with you in the sea.''
''I wanna lay like this forever,''
''Until the sky falls down on me...''
Oh yeah, Im whispering this song for the whole day. Truly, Madly, Deeply.
Hope everybody Gambatte me ya!
Kian =/
Peace and sweet. I hope so.
kian~
Updated @ 2:38 AM
